new orleans

every time anybody here talks about new orleans i am flooded with feelings of shame and guilt and anger and hopelessness. i simultaneously want them to talk to me about it and also to evade the entire situation. kat saying, "well, you werent here so you dont know" in her southern attitude voice and how that really just sums it all up and how nobody from the freakin EAST BAY which is about as far away from new orleans mentality as you could get could have a CLUE what people want to do there, or should do there, or how they feel about anything and so you werent there and you dont know.

'liberal agenda that people should be allowed to return home to places where they have been victims of environmental racism for years' AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! FFFFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK YYYYYYOOOOUUUUU! 

have a drink. 

go down there for one minute and see if you can say that in somebody's face. fuckin california.  

'tell people that these neighborhoods have to be reclaimed for wetland restoration and have to  be made into green spaces to prevent this from happening again but we will rebuild neighborhoods on higher ground where they can move to - this shouldnt be impossible"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. go there and tell somebody that in the FACE. 

who is doing anything? 

am i a yuppie?

sometimes i really feel that i am an outkast (heehee) of outcasts of outcastes of all time because i cant even get in with these "radical" folks cuz i dont think like them and im not in with the squares. only children, birds, cats and maybe 6 adults get me. GAAAAWWWWD.

OH YEAH, i forgot, im a shaman. that's why i am like this. shaman has to live on the outskirts of town. only cats, birds, children and maybe like 6 adults get the shaman. shaman isnt writing academic papers on how to save new orleans, shaman is new orleans! shaman is love! shaman fixes your pink eye and your sore belly and shaman is maybe shawoman! no shahuman! HAHAH! 

yeah, so, i keep getting these kicks in the ass here about how i really have to actively focus on my power and claiming it and owning it and using it for the good of the multiverse.

oh and im a weaver too and they're pretty weird.

things im into:

my POWER

weaving

mushrooms

outside

music