mark has requested that i refer to him from now on as dickfor. dickfor is really getting on my nerves lately. we have been together for four days straight and then today when he pointed it out as in "i cant do this anymore. it's gotta stop" it hurt my feelings and my emotions got all insane and wierdly enough, my first response was we have to have sex now. so, this should teach me that my first response to what i perceive as a rough patch in intimacy is to balm it over with sex. great. but instead i said "i have to put my ipod on now" and ignored him and felt sad all by myself cuz that was all i wanted to do anyway. we have been hanging out cleaning the house. it is a never ending story. it is like uuugggggg. i just want it to be done. yesterday i cleaned out three cabinets full of grubs and it was so gd nasty that when i closed my eyes to lay me down to sleep i saw grubs everywhere.
i broke a full-length mirror at 3 in the morning. happy new year! back to cleaning.
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