wow. so i have to go back to school. i have to go back to school to get these early childhood education credits i need in order to teach at the most awesome preschool of ALL TIME. i want to help this woman who owns it expand her vision. it is a nature based, emergent curriculum, spiritual, so beautiful just fantastic place. i want to be there. and oh my god i have to work for it! when i get done with this school - which who knows how long it will take - i will be eligible to be the site supervisor at a preschool. what is funny is i already was that in milwaukee. shoulda taken those ece credits then...c'est la vie. college basically prepared me for nothing and i would be bitter about it but it just is a reminder of how i am an adult now and when you want things sometimes you have to put out effort to get them. at least then i will have more education and credentials and will be furthering my career as tribe mother. seriously, once we have this commune, i'll take care of all the schooling. kat can birth the babies, janna can grow the food, sasha can make the money and mike can make the music and kelly can dress two cats up in wedding attire and rock back and forth. oh, and i can travel to the spirit worlds to find plants to heal us and then sasha can use a beaker and bunsen burner and distill them into remedies.
i need a child development permit. and i am going to get one.
bye for now.
Friday, February 15, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
ramgrghamarrrgh
im dating somebody and he's not my ego match and it's OH SO challenging! he keeps asking for what he needs and communicating his feelings and it's making me feel so funny. i need to listen to paul simon. p.s. it's not like when somebody does these good things to do in a relationship that it makes it any easier. youre supposed to want somebody to do these things, right? but then what happens is you have free-flowing and honest communication about what the other person wants and then ack! there's no excuse for not delivering and you have to look inside yourself and see where you need to work on opening and loving and being giving and i thought we were just gonna fuck and fight. my auric holes need filling with your cock, sir! um, excuse me i have some issues to play out here! er, my velvet glove of addiction needs fastening! what is this new thing im doing? it's so evolved
Saturday, February 2, 2008
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