well, im happy to be here. im happy to have finally blessed my room and be working towards some semblance of order around here. i know im a whackjob, and i spring things on people and im in my own alien worlds. thank you universe with providing people patient enough to stand me.

gonna go back to maj-britt's and make a large wall hanging 3 1/2 x 7 or 8 ft. eventually, i am going to make yardage. brilliant.
it's all about these dye-vats im gonna set up in the backyard. indigo dye vats. i ordered the indigo, it's on its way. then it will take a week for the fermentation to be ready. im going to dye my yarn and fabrics in the back porch using a live culture! plANT! PLANTS! im so so so so so so psyched. p.s. im going to be an herbalist. ive known all along. hahahahahah.
goodnight diary, love, vicki

i guess i'll do this thing and take a picture at august 8th, 8:08 am, 2008. if i do it nyc time, it will be 6:08 here and i will have to wake up to take it. i was thinking it will probably be of don's sleeping face. relationships are weird and hard sometimes and make me crazy. however, they have also provided me with some of the happiest moments of my existence and most in the moment moments, and after they have passed, the moments and the relationships from what they were, they have provided me with real deep insight into myself and immense inner growth. also crying, rage, frustration, boredom, pain etc etc... ridiculous amounts of sex, feelings of security and safety, ego challenges, comfort and healing, laughter and f-u-n!
back from ninja road trip. was most awesome, as in the most awesome time ive ever had. re-tied my warp on and making a 72 in woven shibori sample on the same bamboo warp. it looks much better than the last one and the selvages arent too horrible.