Hello World,
I have decided to make this my new internet loading dock for my new life and adventures in Berkeley, CA. I realize I am at the start of a big BIG journey here and twoheadedmonster seemed to laden with pastness and myspace blogs just dont cut it. I need a place to keep track of these changes for the emotional/psychological necessity of looking back, the literal, material necessity of keeping track and the ego-trip of allowing all the world to see. That and my handwritten writing is so poetic/prayerful I can't get any actual busy-ness done with it.
I have been a Californian (?!) for ten days now, and my mind has been blown so far open exponentially that I am reeling with possibility. Much (well, most) of this is on account of my fantastic roommate Andrea, the smartest person I've met in...in...in...get it? Everything she says seems to be valuable in some way and the starting points of each topic keep orbiting off into more and more information, more avenues, new ways of looking at the world, wider perspective, more imagination for the future, more imagination for my future, people who fit into no box that could be my friends, MY GOD! The whole thing is incredible. I just went and told her that I am so happy and grateful to have met her while she was making a banner for her sister's wedding. Her eyes are very magic.
Which leads me to magic. I'm into it. I'm into it and I'm on it. And I want to get more into it, and deeper on it. I've moved into my new room, painted Serengeti Plain, by me, for me, and today I bought a full sized bed and box spring for 20 bucks. HA! I was having a lil bit of trouble finding something that didnt involve a hassle of sorts and then today at a taping of Andrea and Kilo's dance I realized that it didnt have to be hard and if I just wait something will happen perfectly. So I got home, and there it was a 20 dollar bed 3 blocks from the house. Done and Done. I'm laying on it right now. Next up: Project Free Loom! Visualization for an 8 harness Macomber, 8 treadles, heddled harnesses, warping board, 2 reeds - an 8 and a 12 epi, two beams, lease sticks, in total good working order, close to home that I can pick up and transport using Mark's truck. Maybe even with a bench. This can and will happen.
Life is so good.
Things I'm interested in learning more about/finding more about:
ruckus society
black panthers, esp history in oakland
there is no there there as it relates to oakland
okay, oakland
minnehaha freestate
people who live in intentional, radical out-there places not in cities
freaks, as in see above
how can i get out of the city in 3-5 years
alternative birth controls/claiming my fertility
sex magic
ritual masturbation (thanks kell)
tantra
goddess stuff
THE WHIRLED IS GETTING SO BRIGHT AND BIG TO ME AND OPEN AND AMAZING AND SHIMMERING LIGHT! BLESSED BE! heehee!
oh! and all my love and devotion to all the people of New Orleans. I LOVE YOU. please dont disappear. keep light alive!
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this is like that mary tyler moore spin off- rhoda, except, with more masturbation.
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