i am listening to liz phair. my mom is coming on saturday at 12:25 pm. we are staying at my nanny family's house as they are out of town. my friend returns in maybe one week! my friend! one week!
move towards stronger, more centered, stacked, upright, straightup, sound. someone who doesnt hold their pee for anything.

in other worlds, im on vacation! holy moly remember vacation!? it's great! it's still great! the relief i feel is immense. i was getting very, very tired there. fuck rent. it is a real, reliable, relayed and revisited conversation i have to have with myself about becoming a prostitute. there is just one step that i cant connect. i think it's the bilquis thing.

took a shower. one step closer to clean livin. now sleep.