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im dating somebody and he's not my ego match and it's OH SO challenging! he keeps asking for what he needs and communicating his feelings and it's making me feel so funny. i need to listen to paul simon. p.s. it's not like when somebody does these good things to do in a relationship that it makes it any easier. youre supposed to want somebody to do these things, right? but then what happens is you have free-flowing and honest communication about what the other person wants and then ack! there's no excuse for not delivering and you have to look inside yourself and see where you need to work on opening and loving and being giving and i thought we were just gonna fuck and fight. my auric holes need filling with your cock, sir! um, excuse me i have some issues to play out here! er, my velvet glove of addiction needs fastening! what is this new thing im doing? it's so evolved